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A Cyber Dedication to the love of my life,Erin
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Only once in your life do you find true love, and that's a love that finds it's way to you through many miles and over many roads. Only once do you find someone who makes all the days and nights seem as one and showers your world with the warmth of a thousand smiles.
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Dear Erin,
I want you to know how much I love you and how much I miss you. I have not been the best fiancee in this world but I have never forgotten that you were mine and how much you loved me. We knew it would be a long hard journey to be together forever and were willing to pay so many prices for each other. If I asked too much of you by asking you to come to me,know that I am willing and ready to leave everything I love so much for you. Nothing is the same since you left, everyday I feel a little more lost. The days are filled with thoughts of you and I want us to be a family and show Jordan the love we always said we would. For six months now, you have been the light at the end of the tunnel. You are my everything, you always have been and always will be the love of my life. I remember how you came to me on Valentine's day weekend and how you took care of me, when I was hurt at work. Only now can I understand the torment you must have felt being so far away when you found out I was hurt. I remember the day I opened the door at the hotel and there you stood and your beauty and your smile burned through the walls I had built to protect myself after years of heartache. I never thought I could love again until I found you. I remember how we came to be brought back together after I blew you off. I been a fool twice in my life and that was when I blew you off and when I neglected you. I love with all my heart and soul, the very thought of you just being a good memory kills me. I will never forget how your love healed the pain I felt in my heart and the day you said you loved me for the first time is the day I believed in forever. I know we have some things to work out but the most important thing is love and we still have two hearts and souls full of it for each other. Most importantly our hearts are still one and when you feel pain I feel it too. I love you now, tomorrow and forever. I know one day, I will be standing in a church and watch you come down that aisle and that will be the day I am complete. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF YOU AND NEVER EVER FORGET THAT. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY BEING YOU ARE THE BLOOD THAT PUMPS THOROUGH MY HEART, YOU ARE MY EVERY BREATH. YOU ARE THE REASON I SURVIVE EVERYTIME I PUT ON MY SHIELD TO PROTECT AND SERVE. NOTHING IN THIS LIFE COMES EASY MY LOVE AND WE BOTH KNOW THIS. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE OF THIS EARTH AND I CHERISH THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER AND THE TIME THAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. I WANT TO BE A FAMILY WITH YOU AND JORDAN AND BE EVERYTHING YOU NEED. I AM STILL THE SAME PERSON YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH AND I WILL CAPTURE YOUR HEART AND SHOW YOU A LOVE THAT NEVER ENDS.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY BEAUTIFUL BABYDOLL
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They say if you love something and its meant to be yours you need to set it free and if it comes back to you its yours. What if you have already set it free once and then it returns out of the blue and fills you with total peace and happiness and most importantly Love.
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In reference to the above caption, I did set someone free once and she came back a few months later into my world, though only a voice spoken through typed words on a screen. She became my thoughts as I traveled in my world of street lights and lonley hours. Everytime I left her voice from the screen my heart stayed there staring at the screen where she appeared while my body traveled through the night to protect the ones I swore to. Who protected me, it was a voice from four hundred miles away, A person I never seen in the flesh with my own two eyes. I remember how my love for her grew and I remembered how I longed to see her and how one day I woke up and boom I was on my way to her. I remember the way my insides fluttered with butterflies. I remember opening the hotel room door not knowing what to expect and when I did I found the best thing that would ever happen to me in this lifetime. The two days I spent with her went so fast and I remember standing in the parking lot of the Comfort Inn and crying as I watched her pull away. I remember all the times i stood and watched her leave to go home and always the same thing happened to me, my eyes filled with tears. You are always so strong for me and never once did I realize I needed to shower you with affection. I took a love so true for granted and I will not let the promises we made together die like a flower in the summer heat. Everytime I open a door I will see you standing there like the day I first met you. Everytime I feel down I will remember how you love me. I am so grateful for the chance to show you that I still love you and I hope you will open your heart to me as you did before. I love you more every second of everyday. I will be here for you day or night. While were apart remember someone four hundred miles away loves you and cherishes the love you gave him. I love you because you saved me from the loneliness I so hated. I love you for the person you are and for many other reasons to lengthly to list. And most importantly I love you because you are my future and the one true thing I can depend on.
I LOVE YOU
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If anyone of us was the other's angel you were mine
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To My dearest Erin, The things I never want to be without in this lifetime.
I never want to be without your smile cause it so warms the coldness I see in this world and makes everything true again.
I never want to be without your touch cause it too warms me and I have never felt so much love from one thing in my life, as I do when you touch me.
I never want to be without your arms to put around cause I feel some much security in them. I make this world safe for a few but you my world safe.
I never want to be without the opportunity to tell you I love you cause I do or for you to say you love me.
I never want to be without you for the very reason that you are my everything, my one and only. I could only find happiness in the beauty of your eyes, the warmth of your smile and the security of your loving touch. Only once in a lifetime do you find someone who makes you complete and I found that someone in you. Your still the only one, I will ever cherish, treasure and love. You are my everything, my soul and my desire. I will love you until the end of time. I will love you for you and only you. I will love you for the happiness you gave me and the happiness you still do. I will love you without fault and blame for together we can survive the darkest of times. I love you always and forever, my precious erin.
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